Short term satisfaction

No this is not what I want
This is not the person I want to be
I am not going to succumb to
short term satisfaction
And suffer later on
Physical pleasure is easy to get
spread my legs
that’s all I have to do
fuck me fuck me hard
that’s all I have to say
But what I desire is a pleasure
that is spiritual
A soul to soul connection
that does not require me to do
or say anything
all I need
Is the choice to stay.